Lazy Love

I thought about you
Today
Hoped I saw you
Walk by
Hoped you would
Come in
And say hello
These were my hopes
However shocking
They be
For I never imagined
I would return to a place
Where your company
Is what I seek
I know
Exactly
What it was
Our pact
To hold each other
Tightly
Despite it all
Your reliable
Reliable presence
The devotion
I could feel
In the space
Between us
You wouldn’t
Couldn’t not
Love me
And I wouldn’t
Couldn’t
Not love that
I reach out my hand
I know a kiss
Would be so easy
How is it so
After all that?
Two years ago.
We were complicit
You and I
lazy
In our weaknesses