leftovers

I suppressed
and oppressed
what was inside
for six months
even longer
for you
and now that I have
stopped
I am a geyser
gushing
The power
of the flow
is unstoppable

august

You come around like
The high low chorus of secadas
In august
Their bouncy buzzing
Rises in intensity
Its melody leaves an imprint
In the silence
Replaced by the wind of nightfall
That blow the strands of hair
From my face
You are like the promise of summer
the adrenalin of a cliff jump
And the fear of an untouched
mountain peak
In solitude I guide myself
Towards you
I miss you like a vivid dream I can't remember

I'm back

sometimes
i am so overwhelmed
i want a chocolate icecream

SOLAR ECLIPSE

http://www.nytimes.com/2009/07/21/opinion/21iht-eddas.html

Make your wish!

Closing down

I am closing down
taking a break
retreating
leaving
shutting down
going in

We are not the things that happen to us.

sadness

the sadness
overwhelmed me
it has been some time
since i have felt
this slow
by pain
don't ask me
i don't know
i can't answer
maybe tomorrow
i can say the words
i miss you
maybe tomorrow
i can consider
how much i love him
today
i just need to
go in
and survive